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It Only Takes a Few Hours

posted by Mera
Tuesday January 23, 2007

I don't know what it was about yesterday, but I went from only slightly busy to full out crazy busy in a matter of hours. The problem with this is that people are actually waiting on me. Oh noes!

I'm teaching again, at least for a few weeks. I'll be at The L Word sim teaching my Basic Building class. I even went the distance of updating my display. Here's a sample of how it looks:

basicbuildingdisplay-master.jpg

I'd invite you all to come, but we're predicting the sim to be full. Aww, come anyway. It's Tuesdays from 5-7pm SLT.

I won't get into the rest of the list of things I've managed to get myself into…right now. I should, but I won't. I'll just leave you all wanting for more! MORE!

Out with a Whimper

posted by Mera
Wednesday November 1, 2006

I've been really really depressed lately. Now before you go 'awww' and start posting comments to encourage me, I'm not looking for sympathy or well wishes, just documenting. These are those odd situations where SL and RL really collide. Can Mera really be depressed? I dunno. What I do know is that Mera has taken the leap further away from LL by dropping yet another volunteer group. I was told long ago by a good friend that the volunteer groups weigh you down and will only hurt, and she was right. I dropped out of Live Help. I enjoyed that group more than any other, but the self-important chatter on the channel and the grating and guilt tripping comments from the Linden staff was just too much for me. Bah, I nearly got myself on a rant, but I'll just delete the rest of what I was about to say and continue on my merry way.

I've also stopped teaching. I'm not sure if it will be permanent, but it's looking like it. I'm still assisting at NCI with scheduling and I'm happy to help with more, but again, it's the people I'm having a hard time dealing with. This could simply be the depression talking, but those that know me know that I get a vibe off of people and have been making an effort in trusting that because it's rarely wrong. I know that's an unfair judgement to someone I've not really met, and many will question if you can get a vibe off of a virtual avatar, but I still maintain that it's there. This is not to say that the people are evil and looking to do wrong, but hitting one million residents has really seemed to dilute the quality of the residents. There are some real gems out there, but they're much harder to find.

I know, I know, embrace the change. I am the *first* person to embrace change, actually. I love it. This isnt' to say all change is good. I'm not completely anti-social, but I'm not all that social either. Is there a term for it? I'll call it Mera-social. I do well, but in smaller crowds. I also do well with more intelligent crowds. This isn't to say you can't act stupid, but acting stupid requires more intelligence than being stupid.

Since my pull out of most everything, I've had a considerable bit more of free time. To the point of being lonely. I find that an oddly insane feeling to have, but it's true. Maybe I'm just not used to not being constantly busy. I did pull out of a lot in perparation for being very busy, but that's yet to be the case. I dunno. I'm just having a hard time with everything these days.

Those that had been asking, I began rebuilding my art gallery last night. I'd sketched out what I wanted to build a few weeks ago, but held off of actually doing anything. I even went so far as to place my land for sale as I'd considered moving to a different sim. Alas, that will not happen. Nobody had yet purchased any of my parcels and I yanked them from the market. The amout of adjacent land that I'd need is too great and difficult to find, so I thought it best to remain where I am. The basic build is in place, it just needs a lot of detail work. It's really shrunk down to about 50% of it's planned size. My imagination and the reality of the land area didn't jibe very well. This is making for some interesting problems to deal with, but it'll get worked out. I may need to come up with an additional floor, though. All in all, I'm pretty happy with how it's turning out, however. This planning before building thing my yet catch on.

Shelter in Exile is doing well. It's not full 24×7 as the Shelter in Isabel, but we've maxed the sim during one event so far. No, it's not the new Shelter, but it is the first Shelter satellite location. Events are much nicer there as we've yet to experience the kind of lag rampant in Isabel/Wingo. All of the events, aside from Payment Podium, are still running normally so come on out.

Is there anything else I can ramble about? Avatar shapes and skins. I *have* to talk about that. I believe it will require an additional posting, however. Stay tuned!

Nothing to see here. Keep moving.

posted by Mera
Thursday October 12, 2006

A couple of days ago I made a posting about how I'd received all kinds of traffic to Mera Art since the infamous wreck pictures. In a fit of genius I managed to delete that posting, however. *sigh* Anyway, the wreck has since been cleared do to our excellent insurance policy which covers "muscle-car's creating a drive-through where there wasn't one previosly." I also made mention that I'd left the Mentor group finally. I don't think LL really cares about the quality of helping new folks, just that someone is available to answer the odd question or two. Well as much as I love helping, I work in a RL job that fosters mediocrity, so I don't need to subject myself to the same thing in SL.

That being said, I've found new challenges in SL which will make my volunteer & social time much more limited, so it all works out.

Also, Mera Art was never fully completed, although it was close to it. The amount of traffic received was quite odd to me as I'd never posted its location, nor had it searchable in SL. I guess I should see if anyone was linking to it from their website.

*IF* you were linking to the place, could you take it down? Not that I don't appreciate the traffic, but right now everyone that tries is going to get an "access denied" message. Why, you ask? Because the whole build is gone and the parcel has been made restricted access. Yes, it will be back. I've got wondrous plans for something new, improved, and very cool. I just need to find the time to do it. Until then, though, the land is locked up. Sorry everyone. I'll let you know when the doors have been reopened, though.

Another Down

posted by Mera
Wednesday August 30, 2006

That's right. I'm no longer teaching at the Shelter anymore. I liked it, but Sundays just aren't good days for me. Instead of skipping out once again, it was time to put that class to rest. I would like to pick it up again on a different day, but I haven't decided when just yet. With everything else I'm doing, I've found that I really don't have a whole lot of time to just do nothing in SL. I miss hanging out and chatting with people. I've also noticed that when I'm not busy in SL that I feel guilty about it, so I start scripting or something in the background. OCD much?

Schedule Change

posted by Mera
Sunday August 13, 2006

I've moved my Basic Building class that I hold at NCI from Fridays to Thursday evenings at 7:30pm.

Speaking of schedules, did you know you could view the NCI schedule of events calendar?

http://www.google.com/calendar/embed?src=b88rel0atufkk8be18j2t72rpo%40group.calendar.google.com

Now you do. Yes, you do, dangit! Don't shake your head at me. Oh no you didn't! Don't make me go over there!

So Much Volunteering, So Little Time

posted by Mera
Tuesday July 18, 2006

It's official.  As of yesterday, I'm now a Second Life Greeter.  This now confirms my placement in all four of the official Second Life volunteer groups.  Oddly enough, when I applied to Live Help about two months ago, I removed my Greeter application.  Go figure.  I debated accepting, but I couldn't help but at least be a member of each group for a little bit.  We'll see how things go.  :)

Thanks to all of you for the supportive comments about my toying with the idea of pulling back some of the things I do.  After cutting the scripting class, I've become much more stress-free.  Plus I'm not sick any longer, which helps a lot.  So I think I've stabilized myself enough not to be canceling Building Shelter.  I'm so anti-drama, yet I feel as if I caused a bit of it with my comments on this earlier.  Sorry about that.

Fireworks

posted by Mera
Sunday June 25, 2006

Yesterday's thank you speech included fireworks provided by Mundy Harbinger.  Some of the best fireworks I've ever seen, in fact.

What better way to give a speech than to beautiful fireworks overhead.  (puts a checkmark on her 'things to do before she dies' list)

Speech during fireworks

They were amazing.  I've got a few hundred images, but here's one to tease with.

Event Fireworks - By Mundy Harbinger

Thanks, Mundy, for the excellent show!

Thank you, Tateru

posted by Mera
Sunday June 25, 2006

The birthday event, just like all volunteering, was a thankless job.  Sure, a few people acknowledged the time I invested in the project, and thank you for that, but many more didn't know or didn't care how it all came about.  That's fine.  If you thought this came from the Lindens, then we must've done an excellent job.

However, one person in particular invested more time into this project than anyone.  That was our event organizer/planner/coordinator, Tateru Nino.   She led the charge in this event.  She planned the whole shebang.  She organized, delegated, and made sure things ran as smooth as possible.  She's also received every complaint, and nearly no thanks for the job.

Tateru, I'd just like to say that you did an awesome job.  I thank you for including me in this project and I thank you for creating such a wonderful place for everyone to come and celebrate.  The party was a huge success and none of it could've happened without you.

Thank you, Tateru!

Thank You

posted by Mera
Sunday June 25, 2006

I made a little speech to thank our 3rd Birthday build volunteers, yesterday. It went a little something like this:

Hi everyone. Thank you all for coming.

About a month ago I had just revamped my little bit of property in SL. A few friends had gathered on my new patio and we were just shooting the breeze. Tateru was among us, but fairly silent. Nothing completely new there as she's often assaulted by endless IMs. She did take a moment to mention that SL's 3rd birthday was coming up and she had begun chatting with Torley about it.

Turns out we were witnessing the birth of the SL3B event on that patio deck. A day or two later, Tateru and Torley were still going at it in the IM world, deciding what would or could be done. I'd heard a few hints about what was being said, but nothing really major. Turns out the Lindens really had no major interest in a celebration if the residents didn't. That makes sense, we'd all rather have a party planned for us, than plan our own party. I, of course, volunteered immediately to help in any way I could.

Well, as it turns out, I was asked shortly thereafter to plan the design of the site. I jumped at the chance without really thinking it through, obviously. Turns out Torley and Pathfinder had managed to snag four sims for us to use. Sounds exciting, until you really think about it…which I didn't do.

So step one, I made a big map in the sky to build a scale model upon. Step two, find people to actually build. This is where our build volunteers come in. I grabbed a couple of people that I thought could help out and took them up to my skybox. A few of you were at that initial meeting. This is where it all really began. Lots of ideas were thrown around, some of which have made it into where we are today.

After that meeting, I returned to the planning phase and tried to hash out how/where things should belong. Time was getting short and it occurred to me that I was going about it all wrong. I didn't need to plan the specifics, just start with a general idea and let the builders decide. That's when I started inviting the builders independently to come up and try out some ideas of their own on the model.

The model quickly came to life and builds were assigned to builders. Things really looked like they may actually be doable. A week and a half prior to the event, we received the land. Terraforming began and areas were laid out. The builders were invited in to begin their creations. Before long, we had the basics of what is here around us.

During that time, I watched, threw out ideas, and helped in any way I could. But our volunteers did even better. They listened, they shared ideas, they worked together, and they built this place into what it is today. I did not receive a single complaint from any of our volunteers. I was reminded of why I loved SL. A group of people can come together and just make something awesome without worrying about their ego or trying to be cool before others.

This task is also a very thankless one. Many do not see what was accomplished. Many assume that Linden Lab simply pulled it out of the void. But there are a lot that do know, and often times they forget that a simple, "hey that was really cool, thanks for taking the time to do it" would go a long way.

So I'm here to say that. You know what, guys? You did an *amazing* job here. You donated your time and energy into making this a great place for the rest of the Second Life residents to come and celebrate the world that they love. For all of that and more, I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this all possible.

As a small token *cough*, I'm handing out a commemorative copy of the torches to each of you. There is a plaque on the front, which repeats our gratitude, and I will be placing that plaque with each of the torches around the event.
Thank you SL3B volunteers! And Happy Birthday Second Life!

I've made a lot of new friends during all of this and I hope we can do things together again in the future.

A Griefer by Any Other Name…

posted by Mera
Saturday June 24, 2006

Ok, outright, blatant griefing at the SL3B event I expected. Instead what we get are self-righteous protestors who don't take off their clothes, don't pull guns, but disrupt nonetheless. What are we to do? The gut reaction is to eject and ban them. Did we do it? No. Should we have? The more I think about it, yes.

If you want to protest, more power to you. In fact, the center stage is wide open most of the time. Plenty of opportunity to schedule your protest /and/ we'll even make sure the Lindens you wish to contact attend.

If you've been following my blog at all you'll see that we've put together a fine group of volunteers who wanted to build a place that would appeal to the SL residents and give them a place to celebrate SL's third birthday. We invested a *lot* of hours into this project. We've received almost *no* thanks for it, from either the residents or LL themselves. So now a bunch of griefers, disguised as protestors, come in and ruin yet another event by excluding those residents who actually wish to hear about the past of SL and where things may be going.

Do I agree with your protest? Does it matter? I have my own concerns, yes. I am not attacking the issue, only the way in which it was brought forward. Do you realize that the SL3B party was *not* a Linden event, but a resident organized and run event? Probably not. Well, I *hope* not. If you were aware and disrupted anyway, then shame on you.

I hope that most of you are enjoying the event. That at least makes the work worthwhile.